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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 12, 2006 23:27:01 GMT -5
Travis looked down at the ground after having admitted his weird logic of thinking. He rubbed the back of his neck turning slightly red. Seth was right it made no sense, heck even to him it had been weird. That had been the reason he had laughed out loud instead of voicing it. “Yeah well my thoughts are jumbled when I’m nervous.” He admitted before he realized what he said. He mentally started kicking himself as he too blushed. Letting the hair fall into his face he tried to cover it up as much as possible. He really wasn’t expecting the whole coat gesture to happen again but he still pulled it close to him. Just a bit of heat and he would give it back, he promised himself. He had unconsciously started to bite his bottom lip when Seth came really close to him. He had wanted to kiss him again but held himself back and smirked at the redness in Seth’s cheeks. When he felt Seth’s hand on his shoulder he took it before he dropped it and lightly held it in his. “I don’t bite you know, well not hard anyways.” He told him teasingly. Seth seemed like if got to close to him he would bite him or spontaneous combust.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 14, 2006 2:19:39 GMT -5
"You're nervous that's cute.." Seth teased in a mocking voice that still seemed to hold some shreds of warmth to it. He was only teasing Travis again, which was proved by the smirk that had spread across his lips. Seth grinned shyly at Travis's remark, he didn't mean to imply anything like that. He was just having trouble going forward, because he was still somehow nervous. All the confusion that had been so powerful before was now slowly clearing itself up and leaving a lot of scattered nervousness in it's wake. "I dunno about that one." Seth replied with a devious grin. He let Travis's comment sink into the air between him as he moved closer again for the second time that night, this time as if testing Travis's stated theory. His lips brushed gently against Travis's, his hand tighting around Travis's limp grip on it. A grin spread across his face which was now flushed, no longer red from blushing. He couldn't fell the cold anymore, he didn't really mind it at all. He had been bundled up enough to have been warm for a while.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 14, 2006 2:37:46 GMT -5
A smirk was now plastered on Travis’s face; he could tell that Seth wasn’t as nervous as before. The consistent teasing was breaking the tension. Travis was glad for that, for now things didn’t seem so awkward. Travis chuckled slightly, the hint of red still in his cheeks. Seth’s statement had caused the hint of red to increase once again. He really should grow his hair longer, that way it would cover the blushes. At Seth’s next remark, Travis raised an eyebrow at him, his smirk turning into a somewhat goofy but still equally adorable one. Travis had still been coconsciously biting his lip but let go of it when Seth moved a bit closer to him. It wasn’t as if he had far to go seeing as they were already standing quite close to begin with. His eyes fell shut when he felt Seth brush his lips against his. His own grip tightened as an equally wide grin appeared on his face again. The kiss caused the comfortable warmth to spread through his body again, the cold no longer much of a factor. Travis pulled back slightly, only moving his head back a bit but keeping the distance the same. “See told you I don’t bite, at least not yet.” He teased again, the smirk still on his face. He moved his head back to where it had been before and gently, once again, kissed Seth. Lifting his free hand, he placed it hesitantly on Seth’s shoulder, running his finger tips along his neck.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 15, 2006 1:24:17 GMT -5
Seth grinned and gave a small laugh at Travis's comment, which he was barely able to hold in before Travis started to kiss him again. He felt Travis's fingertips on the back of his neck, the gesture brought a small smile to his face, though it most likely went unseen. Seth grew warm again now that he was closer to Travis, he knew that he hadn't needed his coat before but now he was absolutely sure that he didn't need it. Seth moved closer to Travis gently placing one of his hands on the side of Travis's face running his fingers through his hair. His movements now seemed more reassured and less hesitant than they had been before. It was now as if he had gotten Travis's approval and consent to touch him, it was a weird kind of permission exchanged between two people under circumstances such as these. Seth's prior nervousness now seemed to have disappeared, he felt like there wasn't anything to be nervous about anymore. It had all washed away like chalk on pavement after a heavy rain.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 15, 2006 1:41:57 GMT -5
Travis was still grinning as he kissed Seth again. The whole ordeal seemed so funny now that he thought about it. The way they both were hesitant with each other thinking the other will either bite their head off or punch them in the face. Well the second option was more possible then the first, in this case anyways. He could feel the warmth from Seth’s hand as he felt it on his face. He moved a bit closer till they were only a few inches apart. He could feel the heat coming from both their bodies. It was interesting to think that a mere kiss of two could warm a person up to the core. Travis had never had a kiss like this before. It must have been something if it could warm him up in this cold. His fingers began to bury themselves in Seth’s hair with a bolder action. He wasn’t quite as hesitant as before, now that he knew Seth wouldn’t kick his ass to the ground. Letting go of Seth’s hand, he moved it to his waist curving it to the small of his back. He let his eyes close again enjoying the kiss and the feeling he got.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 16, 2006 0:07:46 GMT -5
Seth felt the small distance inbetween him and Travis close quickly as they kissed again. His eyes were shut lightly as he fell into the warmth produced from it. It was a strange feeling, but it was a good sort of feeling too. It was comfortably warming and somehow addictive, like a kind of drug. Seth felt Travis's fingers on the back of his neck and in his hair, he grinned through the kiss that they were exchanging. When his hand had fallen from Travis's it found it's way to his shoulder and than started to slink down the curve of his side slowly. His other hand was still weaving it's way through Travis's hair. Seth was content now that his head had somehow cleared. The mist around the whole situation had completely disappeared now and since his nervousness was dropped he was fully able to appreciate the warm feeling from the kiss that sheltered him from the cold air. He wasn't sure if it was the body heat of both of them or just Travis's warmth that was causing Seth to be oblivious to the cold temperature. Right now he didn;t care much about it.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 16, 2006 0:37:16 GMT -5
He continued to run his fingers through Seth’s hair occasionally pulling teasingly at a strand. He found that he no longer needed Seth’s coat because he was feeling much warmer then before. He felt like it was a warm summer’s day. The kissing and warmth he received was equivalent to that of some of the drugs he took. It was a natural high. A warm shiver when through his body when he felt Seth’s hand sliding down one of his sides. The mere contact with Seth made him feel like he was on a natural high. There was no more confusion between them, now he knew it wasn’t a dream and he wouldn’t wake up in his dorm any minute. He moved his hand from the back of Seth’s neck and lightly cupped his face, his thumb caressing his cheek. All thoughts of going back into the castle had been wiped from his mind. He didn’t need to get warm anymore; Seth was doing a great job of that. With this thought he chuckled slightly into the kiss.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 19, 2006 23:10:04 GMT -5
As things started to go further, Seth felt he was engulfed in some sort of drug induced haze. He was actively aware of Travis's every move as of his own. The warmth that they were sharing was only adding to this idea that was now crossing Seth's mind. With this Seth's hand stopped at the curve of Travis's waist, not sure if he was allowed to go any further. He didn't want to be pushed away, not now after things had gone so far. He was still stuck inbetween indecision, despite the fact that the decision had already been made for him and he couldn't back. This obviously wasn't a dream, he was now fully aware of everything, even though it did seemed tainted with a sort of drug-like haze. It sure as Hell had to be happening. Seth could feel every move that Travis was making. It had to be real. Seth felt Travis's hand on his face and smiled hearing Travis chuckle. The blush momentarily escaped him and found it's way back into his face. But it didn't seem like it was because of embrassment as much as it was the warm feeling that he was getting from standing out in the bitter cold night just because of a simple kiss. It didn't seem as ridiculous as it sounded to Seth, which made the situation even more strange. Seth's hand that he had been weaving through Travis's hair fell towards his neck and now his shoulder. He found himself becoming more aware of his actions and the fellings that they were producing.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 19, 2006 23:36:40 GMT -5
Travis continued to lightly caress Seth’s cheek having become bolder seeing as he wasn’t going to get hit in the face. He could feel the warms returning to Seth’s cheeks as he either blushed or the warmth finally reached there. This caused him to chuckle again and deepen the kiss a bit. He was waiting for a push to back off just like he did every time he did something. It was still new to him and he still felt like at any moment Seth would pushed him down the hill and go off to tell everyone what he had done. He knew Seth wasn’t like that but his mind just didn’t seem to want to function properly. His mind was still in a haze, the same one as he got when he was high. Maybe he could give up drugs and just us Seth; they both had the same effects. He felt Seth’s hand on his waist and filled the remaining gap between the two of them. He could feel the heat radiating off of Seth’s body. Pulling away from the kiss for a moment, Travis tried to regain his breath. It was hard with the cold air but he managed a smile as he kept his eyes closed. Openly he bit his lip and did something quite bold. Lightly he brushed his lips over Seth’s and instead of continuing the kiss; he proceeded to kiss down his jaw line to his neck. He did this slightly hesitantly, not knowing what Seth would do or say to this. He might have gone too far. He continued to nibble at the skin on Seth’s neck waiting for a reaction.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 21, 2006 1:02:52 GMT -5
Seth felt the remaining gap close between him and Travis and somehow it caused him to feel warmer than he had before. So warm in fact that he would possibly have been sweating had it not been for the cold temperature around them. Even though he had shed his nervousness it was quick to find a way back through the wire. Seth was now trying hard to banish it, and he was sure that it didn't show because he was putting a lot of work into hiding it. He couldn't help but wonder what was going through Travis's mind. It was really bothering him not to know, obviously he hadn't been rejected but what would happen next? When Travis pulled away Seth grinned, seeing that he was panting from the kiss. Seth found himself doing the same because of the cold air and the heat of the moment. Seth didn't have the time to bring anything up verbally about the moment that Travis and him had just shared, because Travis had gone forward lanuching his next move. Seth hadn't seen it coming, and Travis had caught him by surprise again. It wasn't for the first time that night either. As Travis moved his lips down his neck, Seth shifted his hand cupping Travis's face, his hand finding it's way again towards Travis's hair. His other hand which had stopped abruptly at curve of Travis's waist was now curling around the small of his back. His movements didn't seem as natural as they had before because they had fallen back into the halting notion that they wouldn't be accepted. It seemed like they were depending on the other for rejection and all they got in return was acception. Seth thought about saying the words out loud. It would truly make the situation seem real. He lost this thought momentarily, his eyes closed contentedly as he felt Travis work his way down his neck. His hand buried in the black hair at the base of Travis's neck, running his fingers through it slowly. Seth leaned his head forward contentedly bending his neck towards Travis, visibly accepting the action.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 21, 2006 11:04:22 GMT -5
Travis could feel Seth’s hand as it began to curl around his back. His consistent fear of rejection seemed to slowly fade away. If Seth let him do this maybe he wasn’t going to push him away and run. He could feel the warmth from every touch Seth made. The coat still around his shoulders lay forgotten. If he had paid it any attention he would be wondering why it hadn’t fallen off yet. He continued to do what he was doing and moved his hand slightly higher from where it had been resting on Seth’s lower back. His other one moved from Seth’s cheek, where it had been caressing it softly, to the base of his neck. His fingers played with the strands of black hair. He had felt a change in Seth, like he had tensed a bit when Travis had started biting his neck. However this change was soon gone and replaced with what he had felt before. The small change hadn’t really registered in Travis’s mind because Seth’s next action drained the fear out. When he felt Seth move his head forward he took that as permission to continue what he was doing. That he did, he just needed his mind to stop telling him that he would be rejected. He wanted it to shut off so he could enjoy what was happening. This whole time his brain had been making him doubt everything, yet seeing as Seth was still there, something about his brains logic must be wrong. The times he had made a move were because his brain had stopped functioning and thanks to that he had gotten himself to where he was now. This he liked, he just hoped Seth did too. All of this now was for him. A sense of acceptance was slowly coming to him; he still hadn’t been rejected so it must mean that he won’t be. When he finally opens his eyes it wouldn’t be a dream, it would be real. For some reason the hand on Seth’s neck started to shake slightly from either the cold or his nervousness having returned. Since the heat between them was keeping both warm, it was probably his nerves. HE just hoped Seth wouldn’t say anything about it.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 22, 2006 22:44:52 GMT -5
Seth had finally started to accept what was happening when he felt Travis's hand shaking against his neck. He removed his hand fromTravis's tangle of hair that was closest to Travis and gently placed it over Travis's shaking hand. It didn't feel cold, so Seth hoped that he was just nervous or something because if he was having some kind of break down he was sure that he was going to get punched in the face. Seth's steady hand attempted to pin down Travis's quivering one on his neck so that he could reassure him that it was all right. If he was just worried about rejection, Seth had already accepted what was happening. He had finally been able to register what was going on. He didn't want to lose what was happening now, even if it meant that he was going to get punched in the face for it now or later. Seth leaned his head against Travis's his neck still exposed, as he tried to make Travis more at ease and comfortable with the situation. He was tempted to whispher in his ear and assure him that it was in fact all okay. But he held back, knowing somehow that it was a lie, everything wasn't okay in the world. But right now at this moment he felt okay, in fact he felt better than okay. He wanted to show Travis that, to let him know that he was more than comfortable with this. Seth moved his other hand that was still resting in the small of Travis's back up a little, gripping the back of his jacket, barely realizing that it was still on Travis's shoulders.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 22, 2006 23:09:33 GMT -5
Travis was about to take his hand away from where it was resting on Seth’s neck, when he felt Seth’s hand cover his. The mere touch sent another wave of warmth through him and his hand slowly stopped shaking. His nerves had been washed away with the cold as the second wave of warmth went through him. Since his hand wasn’t shaking anymore, Travis went back to lightly stroking Seth neck. His mind seemed to have finally shut down as he was once again reassured of not getting rejected. The change in Seth reassured him more then anything that he accepted this. He became bolder in his own actions and started to bite the skin on Seth’s neck gently. He felt Seth’s head rest against the top of his, and he smiled against his neck. He didn’t want this to end but he knew that if he went any longer he would probably draw blood. There should already be a read mark where he had broken the skin. He could feel Seth’s grip on his back and the jacket still around his shoulders become known. For a few seconds, then his attention was drawn to something else. He moved his other hand to Seth’s hair and ranked his fingers through it. For someone who doesn’t care about anything, he seemed to keep his hair quite soft. A few more bites and he slowly pulled away, a slight redness in his cheeks. Pushing his hair out of his eyes for a second, he was able to get a glimpse of the mark he left on Seth’s neck. The smile was still evident on his face as he looked at Seth his hands still buried in his hair and resting against his neck.
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