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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 29, 2006 21:07:26 GMT -5
Seth felt Travis's hand brush some of the hair that hung limply over his eye away. For a moment he could see clearly before the hair cascaded down again covering his eye. It never stayed anywhere but in his face, so it was an impossible and possibly even a useless gesture to try to tame it. Seth had given up long ago, which was why the rest of his hair was the way that it was. He was waiting for Travis's answer, practically hanging on his every movement and breath. He wanted to see if it was really anything to Travis or if he was the only one that it meant something to. Seth was hoping that Travis felt the same way, but he was too shy to openly come out and say it. That's why his answer had been so vague. He didn't want to give himself away, not yet. Not until he was sure. Rejection would come and Seth was scared that he wouldn't be able to handle it now. When Travis's answer finally came, Seth blinked a few times, he wasn't sure if it was the drugs or if it was what Travis had just said. He realized that he hadn't had enough yet to be really out of it, so he assumed that it was just Travis. It was funny the way that he was seeing all these new sides of him within the timespan of three days. He had never known this Travis before, but he still felt that he liked it. Seth placed his hand slowly on Travis's knee after passing the joint to his other hand. "It's all right." Seth said slowly, trying to calm him down. He wasn't sure what he meant by all the babbling but he hoped that generally he felt the same way about it as he did. Seth's eyes met Travis's trying to reassure him of it. He didn't know what to say next, so he remained quiet hoping that the force of his and only words would calm Travis down enough to let him give a straight answer or drop the topic altogether. When Travis's hand fell from his shoulder, Seth realized that he was blushing and he looked embrassed. Seth was confused, but he had a feeling that the embrassed look came from all the stammering that he had been doing. Giving Travis's knee a reassuring squeeze, Seth slid his hand across Travis's shoulder after sticking the joint in the side of his mouth. He pulled Travis closer to him closing any gap that might have been there into a sort of half hug. "It's all right." He said again, this time his voice had dropped leaning more towards a whisper. He was waiting to be punched in the face or something now, because Travis's nervousness could have meant anything.
((It must have been bad... xP))
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 29, 2006 22:17:18 GMT -5
Travis had just made a fool out of himself and he wanted to be anywhere but there. It was really awkward sitting there, face as red as a tomato. He was a bit surprised to still feel Seth sitting on his lap. He had expected him to laugh his arse of at what he had just done and leave still laughing. The blush had disappeared when he didn’t hear any laughter. Maybe it hadn’t been that bad, but the whole babbling session he just experienced was embarrassing. He felt Seth’s hand on his knee and turned his head slightly when he told him it was alright. He had done this once before and it was embarrassing. Trying to tell someone you like them as more then a friend wasn’t as simple as people made it seem. You didn’t know how they would react. It wasn’t as difficult with a girl, because she doesn’t have the strength to do much damage when punching you. A guy on the other hand could break your jaw. He had calmed down a bit and the redness in his cheeks was slowly fading. Seth hadn’t left, not did he punch him. This was a good sign. He just needed to stop blushing and tell him what he felt. Saying it would finally get them somewhere. He turned his head to look at Seth and smiled a shy smile. “Sorry, bit tongue tied,” he finally said after his initial embarrassment. The hand on his shoulder reassured him somewhat and gave hi ma bit of comfort. He pushed back some of the hair over his face and watched as it fell back over his face. Pushing it back was pointless but it was a habit he developed. His hand tightened around Seth’s waist and he placed the other on Seth’s knee. He didn’t wonder if he was going to get rejected or punched in the face, because what he was about to say was going to guarantee him of that. Taking a deep breath he caught Seth’s eyes and sighed slightly. “I wanted to say was … I like you, and I like this,” he said talking about how they were embracing. He waited for the punch and rejection. At least he would have this and the hill to remember.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Jan 31, 2006 21:22:52 GMT -5
Seth blushed when Travis finally got his words out. It was a deep crimson color like it had been during the first time that they had kissed on the hill. It was something between a mix of shyness and relief. Seth had been hanging on Travis's every word and breath, waiting for the rejection that he had felt would come since this had started. But when it didn't, he felt strangely relieved, and happy. Seth looked down at the ground for a minute, a little to embrassed to speak up right away, he hadn't been expecting this. It seemed like it was his turn to stumble, he always hard trouble keeping it together at times. He figured that the pot hadn't helped him any when it came to organizing his thoughts. He could blame the drugs later, right now he needed to focus on what he was going to say. Looking up at Travis and meeting his eyes, Seth was able to get the words out although they came rather slow at first. "I like you too..." Seth replied, his voice trailing off a bit, he was porribly extremely red right now. A genuine smile swept across his face, as he tried not to act to flustered or get to caught up in the moment. He was thinking how adorable Travis had looked when he had been stammering. He was sure that looked nothing like that when he stumbled over his words. Seth reached his hand up shyly, the one that had been around Travis's shoulder, and ran it across the side of his face, as if to check to see if the situation was truly happening. The whole thing still seemed like a hazy dream, now that the words had really sunk in. He didn't think that the floating felling that he was experiancing in his head was ever going to go away. He felt so light, like this couldn't have just happened. Slowly the blush drained from Seth's cheeks. He kept his head down a little until he was sure that it had almost all gone away. He didn't like blushing or getting red in the face, it made him feel embrassed.
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Post by Travis Marks on Jan 31, 2006 23:26:36 GMT -5
Travis watched Seth for his reaction. If he was on guard then he could avoid anything being hurled at top speed for his head. He smiled a shy smile when he saw the colour in Seth’s cheeks rise. He looked extremely adorable when he blushed, especially a very deep crimson. Travis hadn’t seen this shade on him but he still liked it. Relief hit him when realized that Seth wasn’t going to hit him. The words he heard from Seth made him quite happy, and he sighed heavily in relief. It seemed like he had been holding his breath since he uttered the words he had been holding back. Now it was his time to finally exhale the breath he was holding. His whole body automatically relaxed, making him feel like he was going to turn into a puddle of jelly. At this point he was glad that he had a skeleton to keep him up. His first instinct to tell Seth how he felt had been one he was thankful he expressed. He was the kind of person that would hesitate at first but in the end be the first one that took action. It made his life a bit better because he didn’t have to wonder and wait for too long. He was the one that had kissed Seth on the cheek, hoping to start something. The joint that they were sharing seemed to have been forgotten for now. Once something drew attention to it they would be high soon enough. Right now, however, Travis was focusing on Seth and the way he looked adorable with the blush. Chuckling lightly he pushed some of Seth’s hair out of his face again. “Didn’t I tell you that you look adorable when you blush?” he asked somewhat reminding him that he shouldn’t be embarrassed. Stroking the side of Seth’s face, Travis lightly lifted his head up so he could look him in the eyes. Still smiling he lightly kissed Seth, getting rid of any doubt that was still there.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Feb 1, 2006 23:23:58 GMT -5
Travis's remark about his blushing, brought Seth back into a dim reality, he had no idea that he was blushing. He almost asked outloud, but stopped himself deciding that it would make him sound a little weird. He didn't want there to be another awkward scene where he broke out into a series of stammerings, he knew that he wouldn't be able to pull it off as easily as Travis had. Instead of saying anything, Seth just went on blushing although he was trying to fight it, a small smile crept across his lips too. When Travis's lips brushed softly against his, Seth was sure that he was comfortable with this now. His heart seemed to have skipped a couple beats, from the excitement he was experiancing. The warm feeling was floating in his chest again, seeming to suspended him a few feet in the air like he himself were floating too. Although Seth remained very stationary in Travis's lap. His hand that had been moving along the line of Travis's chin now found it's way to the back of his neck and than into a the forest of black hair. Seth entwined his fingers in Travis's hair, running them through it, silently noting the softness of it. Seth had closed his eyes when they kissed and they remained closed now. He felt that if he opened them, things would just disappear and he would wake up laying on the floor passed out somewhere, or porribly down in the Slytherin boy's dorms. He didn't know. He still wasn't sure although this was as real as it got. Than why did he feel like the surface of it was still covered in a very hazy film like he was already high or something. He had forgotten all about the joint in his hand now, he wasn't even thinking of getting high. He already felt high, there was porribly no need for it now, but just to have it there would have been reassuring to Seth, if he had even realized it's exsistance. He was in another world now, and Travis only furthered that fact everytime they kissed or touched.
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Post by Travis Marks on Feb 2, 2006 0:38:44 GMT -5
With his hand still on Seth’s face, he was able to feel a small warmth creep into his face again. This indicated that once again Seth was blushing. It seemed that his comments made him do that quite a lot. With Seth’s reputation, he hadn’t expected to see such a soft and shy side. He liked this side of him and thought it was adorable. Hell, he thought everything about Seth was adorable. He felt more relaxed then he ever was before. He had seen the small smile and his heart had skipped a beat. The same feeling he got at the hill had returned now. This time it seemed stronger and more intense. It was like a fire at the pit of his stomach that would light each time he looked at Seth. It had been small before he and Seth had kissed on the hill, yet it had still been there. He had been oblivious to it mainly think that it had been a stomach ace or an effect from the drugs. Now he knew it wasn’t that, with each touch and kiss, it grew stronger. He now had an idea of what might be causing it. It was his feelings for Seth. He always had an attraction to both genders, yet none were as intense as the ones he had for Seth. He kept that to himself. Things had gone quite far and he was happy with where they were. The hand around Seth’s waist pulled him closer and he moved his hand up and down his back in a comforting manner. His other hand stayed against the side of Seth’s face as he lightly caressed his cheek. He liked grazing his fingertips over Seth’s skin as much as he enjoyed the feeling of Seth’s fingers in his hair. He had changed the colour last night to a crimson red but it had gone unnoticed. The kiss was soft yet intense causing him to gain a new high. The joint was long forgotten and he didn’t seem to even think about it anymore. Right now all he needed was to how contact with Seth. It was the reason he was experiencing such a high. His eyes were closed, he wanted to enjoy this as much as possible, not knowing if Seth would still be there when he opened his eyes. Once again he was quite warm, and he regretted wearing his sweater today. It was just an inconvenient to him. Leaning forwards a bit he tried to deepen the kiss, hesitating slightly, not knowing what Seth’s reaction would be.
(( Sorry I am out of it, so it might sound weird.))
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Feb 5, 2006 22:24:42 GMT -5
Seth didn't like to blush, he wasn't known as the type, but he seemed to do it around Travis uncontrollably a lot. It might have been because Travis made him feel good, but Seth wasn't sure it could have been a multitude of things, but whatever it was it obviously wasn't going to go away anytime soon. He knew that because of his reputation it was unheard of to see him even turn the slightest bit red. This time Seth found that he ddin't feel stupid for blushing like he had before. This time it was much different, it was hard to feel anything else other than a nice calm, a short of numbness that made him feel like he had on the hill before except magnified times ten. Seth was enjoying himself and he couldn't help but blush and he didn't know why. Seth felt this time though that he was drowning in the feeling that it was so strong, he was more than happy about it he was estatic. Seth ran his fingers deeper into Travis's hair as he felt Travis's hand running along the curve of his waist. He closed his eyes tighter never wanting the feeling to end, he felt excited and content at the same time. It was a sort of happiness that he was sure thta he would never experiance with anyone else other than Travis. Seth's other hand was now on Travis's arm, his fingers digging into Travis's sweater, possibly even scratching the skin beneath it as he fell deeper into the kiss. He did it too to reassure Travis that it was all right, that he was enjoying it too. He felt himself float higher into the feeling that he had been experiancing to start off with, it was very intense right now. It was sort of blind passion, that Seth couldn't even begin to classify.
[It's all right]
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Post by Travis Marks on Feb 6, 2006 0:05:05 GMT -5
Feeling Seth’s fingers digging into his sweater gave him the reassurance that he needed. Leaning forwards a bit, he dug his fingers into Seth’s hair and pulled his head closer. The kiss and the whole experience had him in a sort of a daze. One where if he opened his eyes, everything would be hazy. The whole situation felt unreal to him, it felt like he was in a very realistic dream. The ones where you think its real but when you wake up you find out that it was only a dream. Then you become disappointed and try going back to sleep quickly to resume that splendid dream. That is exactly what he thought right now. If he let go or opened his eyes, Seth would be gone and he would be sitting there the warm feeling gone. He was bolder then he had been on the hill. There every move he made he thought Seth would beat the shit out of him. Now that they had established some kind of understanding, Travis no longer feared rejection. Despite there still being a small fear he would pull away, Travis couldn’t help but grin into the kiss. No one had made him feel like this before. It was as if he was floating in mid air, like on a broom only better. Was it weird that only Seth could make him feel this way? He wished he could know what Seth was thinking. He wanted to know how he felt and if he felt that same way as he was right now. He hadn’t felt this happy before, and it was evident with the smile on his face. The hand around the curve of Seth’s waist reached slightly under his shirt, cool fingers meeting warm skin. Just as soon as the fingers slipped under the shirt they were gone and his hand was flattened out against the small of Seth’s back. He had forgotten entirely about his earlier embarrassment, focusing more on what was happening between them.
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Post by Seth Lestrange on Feb 13, 2006 16:44:33 GMT -5
Seth allowed himself to be pulled closer towards Travis, in fact he was still throughly enjoying himself. He couldn't remember the last time that he had felt anything like this. Despite the drug induced haze, and the hazey feeling that Travis was giving him that was growing in his stomach, he still felt like he was leaning on every unspoken sign. Seth felt more alive, alert, and aware than he believed that he ever had. Years of drugs had pushed him into a permanantly numb trance, but now he felt that contact with Travis was slowly pulling him out of it. He hadn't realzied it until now, the hill was still a bit hazy to him, but a satisfying haze. Seth was sure now that it had all happened. With each move they made it seemed like the details of that seemed to be brought closer between them. Seth had never felt anything like this before and as much as he knew that it should have been confusing him, it was instead pushing into a sort of high. Seth felt Travis grin into the kiss which made him move his hand that had been digging into Travis;s shoulder away, moving it down his arm. He had only now realized that he might have been hurting Travis, which had caused him to move his hand. He stroked the spot on Travis's arm as if he wasn't sure if he had done any damage, before moving his hand back up towards Travis's shoulder where he attempted to pull Travis closer into the kiss. Just after Seth had done this he was aware of Travis's fingers slinking beneath his shirt. The action sent a shiver down his back, but it was a good shiver, a warm one despite Travis's cool fingers against his warm flesh. It was now Seth's turn to give a smile through their kiss. It was a wide one which almost prevented him from continuing the action in which they were involved. But all thoughts of this dropped almost immediately as Seth's smile escaped his lips and he got caught again in the moment.
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Post by Travis Marks on Feb 13, 2006 21:05:07 GMT -5
He had been oblivious to Seth’s fingers digging into his shoulder. Now that they were gone he could slowly feel a small amount of pain and loss of contact. He was going to take his hand and put it back on his shoulder but Seth beat him to it. He could feel Seth pulling him closer and he shifted slightly, moving as close as he could. He was inches away from being completely pressed against him. That wouldn’t be such a bad idea, but he kept that out of him mind for now. He felt Seth smirk, because it interrupted the kiss. Within the small break, where Seth’s smile escaped, Travis also smiled and chuckled lightly. He took the chance to run a hand through Seth’s hair still likening the softness he felt. The hazy like high he was experiencing was still there, if not better then ever. For a brief second he wondered about the joint they had lit a while ago. It was either all gone or it had gone out. The second option would have been better cause then could always use it later. He also wondered which hand Seth had it in, the one that was in his hair or the one that was still gripping his shoulder. The thought was driven from his mind as he noticed he was slightly out of breath. He lightly rested his forehead against Seth’s and smiled trying to catch his breath. “You’re intoxicating you know that,” he managed to say slightly out of breath. It was true, he was like a drug, only better and you didn’t wake up with a headache. Well at least he didn’t after what happened on the hill. Travis started biting his lip as he kept his eyes closed, afraid that Seth would disappear. It seemed like he was clinging on to him.
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